SouthSiren

Hi all

Are you happy with your art? How musch originally creative are you?

Thats all...

Annie

Feeling kinda low...
want to write something though
I wish my relationship with my brother and father were not so formal. The two guys in my life, besides my nephews,I wish it were friendly and I could enter their world and mind.

Thinking of a lot stuff recently...whats right?whats wrong?Whose right?whose wrong?Whats important and whats not? I am TIRED of making mistakes..so want to slow down !!

I have uploaded some of my Photography adventure..though I dont know anything about Photography!!! Hope you will like those.

Have Fun

Annie

Well I should have written this blog a long time earlier,I always wanted to write how my life has been changed from my hometown life! I am not saying the change is good or bad,just procces that I am trying to survive and fit in.

Its not easy to let go of my past-my friends,my beloved city,my mom and my bf. I miss them terribly. One more thing added to the list is MCAD. WHen I was there I was sooo busy and stressed that I hardly realized one day I might miss - the cute town name Philadelphia and my friends as well as teacher there!

Now I am in NY. Within last 6 minths I am moving from Dhaka to Philadelphia now to NY. Though these city names sounds attractive but at the end of the day its me and my life not the glam cities! Hopefully again I will leave the house i am leaving now early next year. Me moving like a train is really making me SICK.

I will go to new school in NY ...its a college not a art school. The second day I stepped in there I started mising the arty atmosphere. In MCAD everyone was artistically diffrent. I wish I didnt had to leave that school for raising tuition fees I miss my pride-MCAD.

I want to go back to art school some day. I also wish to go back to Dhaka.I wish I could seattle down in place,have my own apt where I can draw/paint in a lazy afternoon!!  

Today is 16th December. Today is Victory day of my country.
From the morning one question disturbing me is that was our freedom fighters fought for "this Bangladesh"? In this country, I am sure there are many hopeful and positive processes going on but one the other hand corruption, murder, rape and above all our two major political group's disagreement are increasing. For example, when one major parties form a government, the other parties do not go to the parliament! And the list goes on…….
My family was part of Freedom War. I am very proud of that my father, grandmother and auntie worked to make this country free. So, when I asked my parents about present situation of Bangladesh….I see only frustration and despair in their thoughts…
As a third generation of Bangladesh…
I wish our freedom fighter were not revered in the books only or just for a specific day Only
And,
I wish we Were like them: Who had courage and bravery to fight for rights and persistent dreams for a prosperous and honest Bangladesh.

Shobai key Bijoy Dibosh er Shuveccha.